Barrhead Real Confessions
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I hate him. I hate him with burning passion. But I love him with everything I have. But I hate him so much.
You left me. So many times. And every time, every single time, I took you back just so you could use me and take advantage of my feelings. And left me like I meant nothing.
Last time you left. You left after you gave me an (at least) a curable disease, that caused me to loose a baby shortly after. And you let, I guess your now wife, come after to me about the disease that you gave me, and called me a bitch when I finally turned around and didn’t take shit anymore. No more yelling name across the bar, or yelling types of stds with my name on it. That wasn’t even true.
After all of this, you go get and her pregnant and married her in a span of 7 months.
And though you don’t know about that baby. That baby that I lost because of you, that you told me that you didn’t want to hear it when I tried to tell you in a drunken state that I fell into shortly after..
I hate you. But I also love you, which only makes me hate you more. And though i sit here, and type this in a new town hours away, with a new life growing inside. I hope you know how much of a coward. How much of horrible person you are… and I hope you regret everything you have.. because I truly hate you..