FEUP Tamanaraw
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Hello, I am one of the USG volunteers na pa balik-balik, kahit nakakapagod yung work. I've worked with them closely since the very first 25-26 event. I do it because I love serving my community. I honestly have not found a tighter knit community than this school's, despite all the criticism it's been receiving lately. Kaya it saddens me to see that this is all that's left of a once thriving school community. A husk of its former self. So here are the things I've noticed.
While working with the USG, one of the main issues I saw them face incessantly is the lack of man power. Nung nakita ko yung post about the person calling USG 8080, it quietly hurt but I do understand their frustrations a little bit. Maybe I'm speaking out of line, but not all USG members are performing their duties. I've seen people holding critical positions not perform their deligated tasks, leaving the other members to compensate. That's also why I don't feel like the comment about USG is justified. I saw those members, the once who were there from start to finish, pull the weight of a hundred moons just to make the event work, all under immense pressure to produce an event that's satisfying to the community, under strict lockdown, with little to no funding and guidance. They've done all they could with what they have.
I've also noticed the lack of participation from the students themselves, which is nakakapagtaka. The first few events during the start of the year were incredible. Dun ko talaga na-feel yung closeness ng community. Pero after that, nag dwindle down na. It got me thinking: Why? So much for the tamaraw spirit.
I don't think the blame solely lands on the students, a huge part of it is how the school management also embodies their own values (they do not). Like, imagine if the management themselves embodied BEING BRAVE? I have no doubt that the students would follow along. Instead, we have this piece of trash wrapped in gold and green foil, with lukewarm soda on the side, served to us on a disposable paper plate. And THEY expect us to live the school's values?
Scratch that, because they don't. Having worked with the USG leaders in various tasks, a lot of the staff do look down on the students. A lot of revisions were made for certain events, simply because the school management thinks they know their students better than the students themselves.
"Sa tingin mo kung ganyan yan, may pupunta?"
Their favorite talking point. "Sa tingin mo kung ganyang oras tayo magsisimula, may pupunta? Klase pa nga lang nila, late na sila" "Sa tingin mo kung dyan yung venue, maga-attend yung students?"
It feels incredibly discouraging to hear that. It's hard to rebut too. There's some essence of truth eh. May nag post kanina, sabi, "...pero minsan naiisip ko mas okay siguro kung wag na lang magparticipate yung students para matauhan yung institution." It hurts to see but I understand.
I do not believe in it still. I do believe na if given the sufficient care and grace, if the culture was cultivated properly, and if the students were encouraged instead of doubted, it would make a great difference.
To the school's management: get your game together. The students are more than willing, and are on fire. Stop watering them down. Stop discouraging them.
To the students of this school: I sincerely hope that you do not lose your passion and your drive to make this place better. Your voices make a difference. Do not stop shouting, do not stop crying for change. Alam ko nakakawalan ng gana, but giving up is not the solution. Ang sabi sakin ni Karl Mallari, "Be the change you want to be."
So be it.