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Not a thomasian, but dated someone from UST. I have a few words to say
I hope it was worth it blasting to our batchmates the wrong version of our story because you were mad! In a way, I guess thank you too because at least I got to filter out who were actually my friends and not. Anyways - !
At that time, I never really said anything about how you were a shitty girlfriend (I was a shitty girlfriend too, we both were, but I believed na kahit ano mangyare we should persevere and talk about it kase scuffles will always happen) so I was really confused kung bakit suddenly you were all about "I feel guilty" when in the first place ako naman yung nagkamali and I wanted to make it up to you. The situation was dire at that time but I still wanted you to be at east kaya I thought it was best if you confide with your friends, since you trust in them a lot. Then, stuff happened, and they said stuff that didn't really aligned with what I knew? Which was, disastrous at that time to know and read but, well, yeah.
I never said na you should change overnight, it was a consistent request in a span of two years. It was never said in a sudden chance or whatever, but consistently every fight we had. Although! I was also shitty, too clingly, too much, too emotional, and everall just not really fit for a relationship at that time. Perhaps it was the fact that I revolver my whole world around you, which was my mistake, and eventually the downfall of our relationship.
I never even thought of someone else besides you when we were together. Every day of the week it's always "kailan kaya siya uuwi", "ano kaya gagawin namin", "ano kaya pwede kong regalo sa kanya". Never gaf about anyone but you to the point na I even (this is, admittedly my mistake, hindi ko sinasabi na ikaw may kasalanan. I did this willingly) somewhat became distant to anyone else but to people you already knew like your friends, or you yourself.
It was a wonder though, I had to lie to make sure na you would properly cut ties with me. It was hard to see you cling to what we had (the same way I used to, I understood at that time why you hated seeing me beg. Sorry) Even if it meant fanning the flames ng allegations about me, I just wanted you to move on properly.
Well idk what I was going with this :p
Submitted: February 26, 2026 12:47:47 AM PST