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I FELL IN LOVE WITH MY STRAIGHT GUY FRIEND
hi, i'm a 3rd year student from NORSU. i'm a gay man—more on the manly side, dili ko into cross-dressing or makeup.
so here’s the thing, naay ba mo’y someone in your life nga lahi jud iyang treatment sa inyoha compared sa uban? like, to the point nga even your friends start to notice and say, “mura lagig naay something sa inyo duha”? if yes, maka-relate mo sa ako.
i had this guy friend. before, kaila-kaila ra mi, dili close. but one event changed everything and we got really close. from there, we built this bond that lasted almost a year. drabe jud iyang treatment nako—so much that our friends kept teasing us if something was really going on.
FF
along the way, i started craving his presence. i'd check if he was online, wait for his messages, and honestly, i knew deep inside nga something was wrong. i was falling for him— and he’s straight.
so I did the only thing i thought could save me, i silently cut him off. as in sudden cut-off. maybe it was selfish, pero at that time, i was losing my sanity. murag padung nako maboang sa situation. ind if i had to choose again, i’d still do it. i wouldn’t trade my peace of mind for something that’s never certain.
FF
he noticed a few days later. he kept messaging me, asking why i stopped talking to him, what happened, nganong wala nako siya gitagad. but i ignored him.
maybe u’ll judge me, maybe u won’t. HAHAHA. Pero if u’re curious about what happened next, let me know so i can continue the story HAHAHAHA