Harana Freedom Wall
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i’m in love with my best friend but she has a boyfriend.
we’ve known each other for almost 5 years. she’s the person i stay up all night with, laughing, playing roblox horror games, and just talking about random things. those late nights mean more to me than i can really explain.
there were moments that blurred the line. one night when she was trying to sober up, i stayed with her, and she kissed me a few times. i never took that as a sign of anything. i know it does not change the fact that she chose someone else.
i don't wanna to tell her how i feel. i am scared she will see me differently, and i do not want to make things awkward or ruin what we have. most of all, i respect her relationship, and i do not want to be the person who causes problems in her life.
i just needed to let this out, hoping it could help me move on. im not doing this to "make parinig to her" because i know she's really dense and chances of her reading this and knowing it is about her are almost impossible.
chat, am i cooked? 😅