PNU Freedom Wall
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I am writing this at 2 AM without barely any sleep, and I’ve been like this for the past two weeks. Batch 1, Phase 1 passer ako, and I failed the interview. Right now, I’m a provisional passer. Ang hirap pala ng ganito, nakakapangbaba. I graduated within the top 10 of my batch, pero bobong-bobo ako sa sarili ko because of that failed interview. Ngayon, mas lalo akong kinakabahan because I switched to a straight program & baka mas mahigpit sila sa interview dun. Nanghihina na’ko, Idk what to do, every night, I question myself If am I really deserving of this position. Nanghihinayang din ako kasi I was 1 point away from passing Phase 2. (PNU emailed me my score)
Ayaw ng mother ko maging teacher ako, pero nilaban ko yung PNU, kaya mas lalong masakit kasi I was ready to risk it all. Hanggang ngayon din wala pa akong schedule kaya nag-email na’ko. Halos lahat na ng bagay, ikinakakaba ko, and I feel so pathetic. Kapag nabagsak ko pa ‘tong interview na ‘to, hindi ko alam kung may mukha pa akong maihaharap sa family & friends ko.
May nainterview na po ba rito sa BSMA Language & Literature? If meron po, baka makahingi ng tips para medyo maibwasan ‘tong bigat ng dibdib ko. Tanggapin mo na’ko, Inang—gusto ko na matulog nang mahimbing : )
PS: Sorry for wrong grammar & punctuations, I am writing this by heart lang at wala na talaga ako sa sarili hahaha.
Submitted: April 20, 2026 2:31:19 AM PST
發表於: April 20, 2026, 6:59 a.m.