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#H40994 To: psychology student Anyone suffering thesis like me now? Don't know how to start writing, a lot of different parts need to be done

#H40993 I am a year 2 Business student at S2. I got a group assignment with classmates. But the leader dont know what reason She treats differently to me than others group member. At first, I started to plan have discussion and we plan to have it offline after class. And no one was there. During conversations in whatapps Even look rude. Well Thanks god Its all done now Just want to find a place to let me say it out. When someone makes u feel uncomfortable then probably u re right. So take a breath and just let it be. Childish will be childish. Thank you HUCP

#H40992 I have not made my choice, these aren’t my final days.

#H40991 It’s painful to remain in the unknown for such a long time. It’s painful to think on a daily basis that the person you love could be sleeping with someone else, and it’s painful to expect that one day you could just stumble across a picture of your beloved about to start a family. And here I am, still half-bedridden Of course it’s been a damaging time, just refused to show it, and it could be the reaction that the abuser wants to see, if all is true. But at this point, fuck it, what would they get anyway? I really couldn’t be fucked anymore about that abuser hypothetically hurting me again and again. Like yeah okay, they’re propagandizing that they’re sleeping with the beloved person. What more can they add? In the end, they’re just a pussy scared of mummy daddy How many more years? Do I still hope or not? At least a goodbye would have sufficed, and not instill the idea as if I was a complete stranger all along [Hey retard, if you see this, fuck you, I swear I’ll make you piss in your pants if we ever meet] At least clear things up and not let someone drown within their inescapable delusion Anyway, this person is officially applying for a disability status because they really aren’t able to do anything

#H40990 Do not ever tell someone that they are the love of your life, give them hope, and go on to leave them hanging, leaving them for dead.

#H40989 I’ve made my choice, these are my final days. I am disabled, I don’t feel safe in this world, I’m a complete burden, I’ve been bedridden, I can’t recover, and I’ve lost trust in reality and in everyone

#H40988 HELP University is taking its path towards digitalization. That is what we heard. From undergraduates up to post-graduates, however, assignments, exams, research proposals, draft thesis, and so on, STILL NEED TO BE PRINTED. This is HELP University's way of addressing SUSTAINABILITY. I don't know, but cakap tak serupa bikin is what been shown and I do wish all the best.

#H40987 I've been a counsellor for a few years now after graduating from HELP and really considering leaving mental health as an industry. Not criticising HELP because problems in this field are across all programs from what I've heard. But the genuine truth as why I'm leaving is I have no idea what I'm doing and neither do the supervisors/trainers I've been guided by. And it's a common feeling among my cohort and other therapists I've spoken to. Malaysia suffers from two issues in this context. Firstly, mental health isn't really taken seriously. People speak the words and host events and conferences and all but it's just not taken seriously. Even for licensing. To renew, all I need to do is have 30 hours per year seeing clients and attend a few short workshops. That's all it takes to be a "mental health professional." But I don't really know how to effectively deal with a lot of issues clients come with because few people in the country are really equipped to train. Which brings me to the second issue. Trainers, lecturers and supervisors are very poor from my experience and what I've heard. So long as they have a master's or Ph.D and have been in the field a while they're looked on like experts but really all they are is good talkers of the game on social media. There's one in particular who's a very well known lady in mental health. On social media she looks awesome and has many "fans" but so many people say she's problematic and unethical and advise to avoid her. Makes me feel like mental health professionals is like "It's not what you know it's what you show." I tried to look for training and supervision overseas but it's very expensive. Only those with a lot a lot of money can probably do certifications and get good supervision. I notice even those people are more interested in "making a name" for themselves running courses and so on about something they've literally just trained in themselves. With working, I work at a fairly well known centre here and there's somewhat of a rule that we should try to keep clients and long as possible (business got to make money right?) and we are asked to come up with talks to sell and promote this as much as we can. It's all just about money. The funny thing is the director is always posting on social media about the importance of ethics and integrity. Maybe more honest to say a lot of these people see the importance of optics. This field in Malaysia is just so soul destroying. Very loose standards and less care for clients and more about bringing in money and creating an image. The fact that people open centres almost straight out of graduating is worrying. No experience, no working for a year or two learning the ropes. Just straight on the mentgal health bandwagon to make their name and money. Maybe it's not much worse than working for places that really don't hold to any standard or ethic in the first place. It's sad that being a mental health professional is so easy to do here and becomes nothing more than a vanity project or retirement scheme for a lot of people. The field is beyond repair because the people who are supposed to maintain and build on quality are the ones setting a terrible example for the rest. Some say here that study overseas is better than Malaysia. Honestly I'd say choose to study in another field. All fields have issues it's true but mental health in Malaysia is just a swamp of incompetence and corruption.

#H40986 After several years of spiralling before Covid, during Covid, after Covid, it's now comical to see HELP leadership completely out of ideas and still denying the reality of the uni's position. If HELP was a meme it'd be the dog who sits in the middle of the house that's on fire, "Everything's fine!" The leadership is far more concerned with image than substance and this is why we're continuing to lose good people and sliding even deeper into mediocrity. The recent 'Why Not?' "initiative" is so cringworthy it's genuinely comical. The new boss is like the dog who finally catches its tail. He has no idea what to do with it. The superficial charm and pop-psych inspiration only reaches so far. We're now seeing departments running themselves independently on the quiet because there is no ZERO trust or faith in the leadership. HELP is seen as a stale and stagnant organisation with a continuity leadership and HR that would be at home around the time of T Rex. Department heads know they are manning a sinking ship. HELP has long lost its people culture and its now literally at the point where almost everyone you speak to is quietly looking to go elsewhere. The ones who have stayed for several years are either comfortable and coasting or so institutionalised they just can't free themselves due to resignation and learned helplessness. A former colleague said they wished us luck at HELP. That ran out a long time ago.

#H40985 Leave HELP for a better life? #WhyNot?