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#IstoryaMoCEA101_1149
Hi. You probably wonāt recognize me anymore, but I just needed to say this⦠I finally did it. I reached that point where my thoughts arenāt overflowing with you. It feels strange, almost bittersweet, because there was a time when you were the center of my world. Now, youāre slowly becoming a memory Iām learning to let go of.
It still hurts⦠the kind of hurt that stays quiet but heavy. Losing the person I once imagined a whole future with feels like losing a part of myself. But maybe thatās how life works, it breaks you just enough so you can rebuild yourself stronger. You taught me lessons I didnāt know I needed, even if they came in the hardest ways. And for that, strangely, Iām grateful.
Letting you go wasnāt easy. It felt like choosing between what I wanted and what I deserved. But this time, Iām choosing myself. Iām learning to heal, slowly but surely. Iām learning to love myself more ā to give myself the care, the softness, and the patience I used to give so freely to others. Iām finding parts of me I forgot existed because I poured so much of myself into loving you.
They say you lose some, you gain some⦠and maybe letting you go is my way of finally gaining myself back.
I see that you might have someone new in your life now. Surprisingly, it no longer hurts the way it used to whenever I saw you with another woman. I truly hope she brings you the happiness I once wished I could give. I genuinely wish you all the best. And⦠advance happy birthday.
Submitted: November 17, 2025 11:52:10 PM GMT