Die Beichtkammer
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This is an essay about life. About our purpose. About importance. About how little this matters, about how even this essay won't make a bit difference in this world. Let alone the universe.
First of all, Whats inside life? And like one of my all time favorite songs; Life and death and love and birth, and peace and war on the planet earth. Funny how a cartoon show made a banger. Funny that cartoon shows even exist. I'll try to explain each one full detail, including some extras that weren't mentioned like possibilities and emotion.
Death. The non-existence of life. When you're so badly damaged, your body can't recover fast enough to patch up what makes you up, and a core part dies, leading everything else to die with it. Also, multiple theorized outcomes after it. a rotting black screen. Or better known as nothing. They have a difference. Like what vsauce said: "When you close one of your eyes, you don't see black, you can't see anything." And it's a good example of nothing. Another way, Reincarnation, where your soul gets transfered to a new body, complete different personality, with no idea of what happened in the life preceding (or any idea that you had a past life). And even more branched off theories on top of it, like how you can travel forward or backward in your next life. Which would make more sense, but gives a sense that you've talked to yourself. Literally. And if that repeats for an infinite amount of times, won't everyone ever be you yourself? And another way of death, heaven and hell. Where you're sent to Trial and faced the risk of having a good enough life to get a pass to heaven, or have a sinful life and dropped to hell. Permanently too. For an infinite amount of years. It's what the Roman Catholics believe. That's why we do good instead of evil. Thinking that theres no REAL consequence of doing the bad. Rather it's an eternal punishment. Every single horrible things you did has effected your status and would remain there for eternity.
Love. Lo-o-o-o-ove. Lo-o-o-o-ove. Lo-o-o-o-ove. And I think it's STRONGERTHAN YOU. Me personally, being aroace, I have no experience. But I remember different types of love. Platonic, like how much you love your parents or siblings or friends. Someone you want in your life but not to the point where you wanna kiss them. Just the casual type of love. The love whom made significal changes to your life. Your mother, your father, your brother, your best friend, your roommates. Anyone closely related with you. And romantic, the LOVE type of love in love. To the point where you actually want to kiss them. Generally only one person (except you adultery commiters), and would apparently "exceed death." Wouldn't really happen if the afterlife is nothing. And even deeper into love like sexuality. Straight, a romantic relationship between a man and a woman (and the other way around).Gay, the act of two men having a romantic relationship, often frowned upon. Lesbian, basically gay for women. Bisexual, where you like both men and women (regardless if your male or female). Bi-curious, where you can't decide to either to look at "Jasmine's dance, or Aladin's open vest. Oh it sucks sometimes to be right the in-between. I'm too gay for boys, too straight to be a drag queen"(Listen to boy-bi, it's a good some explaining it)
Birth. And also what comes before birth. It's basically the aftermath of love. Birth is weird too. The brain and the heart needs each other to survive, so which make was made first? You can't also remember anything, And anything at all when you grow up. It's some weird complex other thing I can't explain. And what comes before life. Before you touched something. Or what happened to your body before consciousness. Or what happens before your consciousness before your body. What was it like before birth? Maybe reincarnation? Or is it the same? Just pure nothing at all. Sitting there in the quantum abyss, if we were actually in the quantum abyss. If we even were sitting. You cant even be in the quantum abyss, you don't have anything physical your consciousness is attached to. Atleast that's how I think it works. Your consciousness requires a body to have a physical location, because it's in a state of existence, but not physically. Like mentally? Spiritually? Is there a higher dimension of space where consciousness and every other virtual object resides. Can't they use their own higher dimensional abilities to interact in space? Or maybe on a higher level, unable to properly exist in a world in which just a vague pale touch could ruin it and needs a higher dimensional embodiment. But I wonder, won't that higher dimensional embodiment just touch it so pale and it shatters? There should be an attachment, but that attachment itself could break consciousness too? Or maybe consciousness is already third dimensional itself? Its weird to think that afterlife concepts can apply to life before. Maybe the same for like how that one movie "Soul" works.
Peace and War. Peace is a state or being where 2 or more parties refuse to harm one another, and war is the contrast of such. A good example of peace is rhe the United Nations tries to do. Trying to keep the peace within itself, but doesn't really MAKE the peace. "The United Nations is a peace-keeper, not a peace-maker." And it's the people or countries within such to create the peace. Which would make sense, whoever made the united nations made peace technically. Peace can be within people itself, and same with war. Also gangs. I don't know how gangs work. I just know if you make any combination of shapes with your hand, you had violated atleast 1 gang. Some gangs fight other gangs, basically war. And when they form an alliance or anything related, there is peace. You can even say peace between big online influencers. Like some random Minecraft SMP, with random nations colliding with each other. You can even say intergalactic interactions. Like a huge empire forms an alliance with another, or goes on an intergalactic war. Will they fight in space or on a planet though? Or will they fight for the possession of a planet they consider valuable? Maybe a diamond world. I hear those exist. Or maybe diamond has already lost it's value of being rare, maybe exploring one thing after another, a new substance was found to have so much value that they became the intergalactical currency. Or maybe they resorted back to trading. I mean, you just have a million of everything if you own a million planets? Trading seems more balanced in the situation of galactical exchange of goods. There's nothing that could possibly top trading since currency is just, I don't know. Recreatable? I know inflation exists but I'm sure the vast majority of planets where life thrived, most of them didn't use the currency system because trading is the more optimal solution. Even thought they don't have a fixed value, currency would get inflationized anyway. I've gotten carried away there, we're still on the topic of peace and war. There's fictional peace and war. Ever heard of worldbuilding? It's really creative. And, I think I've covered all about peace and war.
Possibilities, and probabilities. They both need eachother. One is a property of another, and the other way around. Possibilities are what could happen or what COULD'VE happened. Probabilities is how often it the chance of it occuring. And odds of you standin here, reading this is extremely unlikely to occur. Like, think about the amount of things that had to align in order for you to be like that. There are an infinite amount of universes where there's a slight change in human biology. You could've had a third eye, four fingers, a slightly longer arm. And the CHANCES that the universe picked this? There's this thing called ALEPH. The "Smallest Infinity." It's like the amount of positive numbers. 1, 2, 3, and goes on for infinity. There are different types of infinity, and some are bigger than others. There are an ALEPH amount of universes that you are like this, but there is a higher infinite more amount of other universes where you did. That's Aleph over Infinity. It's still 0%. Even though infinity over Infinity, infinity is infinitly bigger than infinity.
Submitted: November 18, 2024 7:44:44 AM PST