Philsca Freedom Wall
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I'm sorry that I'm feeling this way, but i feel so incredibly tired.
Everything i used to do before doesn't excite me anymore. Before, i used to enjoy going to malls and sketching there, sometimes i purposely go to new places by myself to explore, but now I can't even push myself to get up and go to school. I haven't told anyone about this, even my close friends, so i am choosing to post this here where I'm anonymous but i still get to express my thoughts.
On the outside, i look very energetic, i show to those around me that I'm reliable, i keep my grades up, and I'm active in my extra curricular activities. To be honest, I don't know when I'm going to be like this, i feel tired trying to mask everything, because i fear people will see me as a failure when i do. I'm playful and honest to everyone else, but I can't seem to do the same for myself. I feel like I'm burnt out everyday, but just to hold on, i try to recover everyday, only to be burnt out the next day.
To be honest, I don't know anymore. I guess even for just a bit, i feel proud of myself for reaching this far, but as reality knows, everyone has their limits. It scares me because i don't know where I'm at, and I'm afraid that I'm getting close to that limit.
Anyway mag babakasyon naman na, haha konting kembot nalang. Just wanted to get this out my chest. Kapit nalang talaga. Mag ingat po kayong lahat! Do your best and try to keep things fun, you're all appreciated for reading this!